More Daily journaling in looking how Scripture Impacted a young boy/man named Jesus!
"For I do not speak on my own, but the Father who sent me commanded me to say all that I have spoken." Jesus as quoted by John 12:49
"For I gave them the words you gave me. . ." John 17:8
Jesus was very clear that the words he spoke were not his own. He did not go around just spouting off whatever he wanted! When he spoke to his disciples, the crowds, or to the religious leaders, he was careful to speak only the words he had been given by his Father. Nothing more and nothing less. Why?
In Deuteronomy 18:18 we see another moment of impact on Jesus' life as Moses told the people what the Lord had given him to say:
"I will raise up for them a prophet like you (Moses) from among their brothers. I will put my words in his mouth, and he will tell them everything I command him."
In these words, Jesus was allowed to see another reason he had come. His purpose was to speak the words God gave him, to be the One leading Gods people by saying what He was commanded to say! In order to do this, it meant he had to be constantly listening, tuning in to what His Father was saying and doing! He did this by giving himself to know the Word of God in which God had revealed himself and by consistently finding a quiet place to hear from God. Jesus had the Word implanted on his heart by his parents and his hunger for it grew. He was thirsty for the Word and above all else, wanted to know his Daddy (as we see at the age of 12 in the temple).
Because Jesus gave himself to speak only what he was commanded, he could with boldness say "Listen to me!" Why? Again the answer is in v.19 "If anyone does not listen to My words that the prophet speaks in my name, I myself will hold him accountable!"
Jesus was careful to speak only as he was commanded to and he was bold in calling others to listen! If Jesus did not heed these words of Moses and spoke as he wanted to or as he felt, then he would stand condemned by v.20
"But a prophet who presumes to speak in My name anything I have not commanded him to say, . . . Must be put to death."
Jesus was greatly impacted by these stories and the evidence of that continues to show! Praise God Jesus chose to obey and only speak what he was commanded to speak in God's name, and therefore we can know today that all of his words are Truth by which we have been set free!
As Jesus entered into the Olive grove at the Garden of Gethsemane, he shares with his disciples his need for strength. He said "My soul is overwhelmed with sorrow to the point of death. . ." (Matthew 26:38, Mark 14:34)
Jesus was facing the greatest battle of his life. He had faced the demon possessed, religious leaders, soldiers, crowds of angry people wanting to stone him, and at once a whole legion of demons. But here, in this hour, he was overcome with sorrow and anxiety. The pressure was so great, Jesus began to sweat drops of blood! (Luke 22:44)
Just before entering this time of prayer, Jesus asked his closest companions, Peter, James, and John, to "Keep watch with me!" In other words, "Fight with me! Pray with me! Lest you too fall into temptation!"
At this moment, Jesus was again being tempted with another way out. The Devil had left him in the wilderness "until an opportune time" and here he is tired, filled with sorrow, bearing the heavy burden of anguish, sweating drops of blood, and even Jesus is tempted to find another way around what he was facing!
Twice Jesus found the disciples sleeping while he prayed. The third time, after saying "Not my will, but Yours be done Father!" We see a different Jesus than the one who entered the garden. When Judah's arrives, we see a confident Jesus! A bold Jesus! A Jesus who told his disciples to get up "let us go, here comes my betrayer!"
Jesus walked into the battle that only moments before he had asked "is there any other way?" When Peter attempted to rescue him, Jesus said "Enough! Do you not think I could call on my Father and have this stopped? But how then would the Scriptures be fulfilled that day it must happen this way?" (Matthew 26:56)
In other words, Jesus went to pray in order to face the battle with strength. He asked his Father for another way, but he accepted his Father's will! By doing so, he could go into the battle with boldness, his eyes set on winning by suffering what would appear to be a defeat!
Jesus' sorrow came from knowing the words of Deuteronomy 21:22-23 that any man "who is hung on a tree is under God's curse!" Jesus had experienced all things human except the reality of being under the curse of God! Yet, here in the Garden, the weight of all he was to bear came over him and his heart became sorrowful. Some would even say he grew faint!
For that reason, Jesus went to pray! Jesus also knew the words of Deuteronomy 20:8 given to men going to battle which says "Is any man afraid or faint hearted? Let him go home . . ."
Jesus knew he could not enter this fight with a faint heart. If he did, it would be too easy to find an exit strategy. He was offered so many along the way. Pilate desperately wanted to free him! All he had to do was talk his way out, stop claiming to be Gods Son! But to do so would forever separate him from the Daddy he loved! That is why Jesus entered the garden and asked his Father to strengthen him, and his Father answered as Jesus reflected on words that had impacted him so many years before:
"Hear O Israel,(my Son), today you are going into battle against your enemies. Do NOT be faint hearted or afraid: do not be terrified or give way to panic before them. For the Lord your God is the one who goes with you to fight for you against your enemies to give you the victory!" Deuteronomy 20:3-4
These are the words that had been implanted on his heart and refreshed in his spirit as he prayed in the garden. These words are why we see a bold Jesus walking directly into the fight. A Jesus who commands a sword be put away. A Jesus, who with just words caused men to fall backwards. A Jesus who demands his disciples be allowed to leave unharmed. A Jesus who did not back down in front of the high priest. A Jesus who did not beg for his life. A Jesus who did not seek Pilate or Herod's approval. A Jesus who never again asked for a different way. A Jesus who did not back down from the beatings, the mocking, the abuse, the Cross!
Rather we see a Jesus who goes into the battle with confidence, with boldness, without fear, because he knew the Lord his God, his Daddy, was fighting for him and would give him the victory!
Praise His Name!
I am so glad God wrote these words so that Jesus could be impacted as a boy/young man and then allow them to carry him through life, even to death on the cross!
In Deuteronomy 22-23 we run into another one of these interesting passages that made me scratch my head when considering how it might impact Jesus. I know it is there, but it did not leap off the page like other days.
In these two chapters we read of not ignoring a neighbors lost or fallen animal (22:1-4). Verse five addresses the sin of cross dressing. 22:6-12 are what seem to be just random items to follow like having four tassels on your cloak and not wearing clothes of wool and linen woven together.
22:13-30 deals with marriage, accusations of the girl not being a virgin, virgins betrothed for marriage being raped in town and in the country and how to deal with these situations. The issue of rape of a virgin not being betrothed for marriage is addressed in v.28-29 and finally a one sentence line about a man not marrying his father's wife.
23:1-8 deals with who is excluded from entering the assembly of the Lord and why.
23:9-14 deals with uncleanness in war camp such as nocturnal emission and where to bo to the bathroom.
23:15-25 is itself titled "Miscellaneous Laws" in the NIV version and deals with things like slaves living in the town, not becoming shrine prostitutes and no money from prostitution being given to God. Not charging a "brother" (fellow Israelite) interest on a loan. Not being slow to pay a bow made to God and how it was okay to walk through a neighbors vineyard and grain field and eat as long as you did not take a basket to fill or a sickle to cut down the grain.
Seemingly random stuff and seemingly not relatable to Jesus. However, upon closer reflection, there is purpose behind all of this.
23:14 says "For the Lord your God moves about in your camp to protect you and to driver your enemies to you. Your camp must be HOLY so that he will not see among you anything indecent and turn away from you."
In other words, when Jesus walked on earth, he was surrounded by all these sins. I imagine he at points in his life witnessed the stoning of unfaithful men and women as the law demanded. The vileness of sin surrounded him as it does us today. And though these laws may seem random, they were a reminder to Jesus that his Father God was Holy and demanded nothing less than holiness.
And though it seems far fetched, we know Jesus was tempted in every way as we are and these "random" and miscellaneous laws were necessary for him to learn so that he could learn to obey them and thus be "holy as God is Holy!"
God did not waste his words and each one was left to impact Jesus as he walked on earth. Today I am thankful for these passages and that Jesus chose to be holy so that through his sacrifice on the cross I too would be declared holy and righteous in Him!
16 The Lord your God commands you this day to follow these decrees and laws; carefully observe them with all your heart and with all your soul. 17 You have declared this day that the Lord is your God and that you will walk in obedience to him, that you will keep his decrees, commands and laws—that you will listen to him. 18 And the Lord has declared this day that you are his people, his treasured possession as he promised, and that you are to keep all his commands. 19 He has declared that he will set you in praise, fame and honor high above all the nations he has made and that you will be a people holy to the Lord your God, as he promised. Deuteronomy 26:16-19
Again, chapters 25 and 26 are filled with obscure and random laws. The law of the "Family of the Unsandaled" when a man refused to marry his deceased brothers wife who was childless and raise up a family in his brothers name.
The law of cutting off a woman's hand if she grabbed the "private parts" of a man who was fighting with her husband.
The rules about the first fruits and things in the land God was bringing them too. Admittedly, it is hard to grasp how these laws may have had an impact on Jesus, but the simple truth is, they did. God does not waste breath or ink when it comes to what will be taught to His Son. Here we see seemingly random things, but Jesus took them to heart because of the promises made in 26:16-19
Obedience to ALL the laws meant meant the promise of verse 19 would be His reality:
19 He has declared that he will set you in praise, fame and honor high above all the nations he has made and that you will be a people holy to the Lord your God, as he promised.
Deuteronomy 27 has a long list of curses for sins. After each curse was proclaimed, the people all said Amen! If they chose to ignore the commands of God and live in sin, the Israelites knew what it meant! Curses!
Ever have a day when the way things happen in this world just get you down? You wonder things like "What is the point of it all?" Or "Why does life have to be so tough/difficult?"
Ever considered how these same tough days might have impacted Jesus? Did we ever see Jesus frustrated by how the wickedness in the word caused so much pain? What about that day in the Temple with the whips? What about the sorrow he felt when Lazarus died?
The truth is Jesus wrestled with tough days too! We see his anger in the temple because the weight of the curse was evidenced by the greed of men. He wept in the way to Lazarus' grave because the results of the curse was evidenced by the death of his friend. He sweated great drops of blood as the reality he would become cursed by God washed over him.
These curses found in Deuteronomy were taught to Jesus, not just so he would know what not to do, but so that he would know exactly what he was going to bear the weight of even though he never disobeyed the commands. If anyone could be justified in saying "It's not fair!" Jesus is that man.
He learned all the decrees and laws and he followed them, perfectly. But he still felt the weight of the curse! He lived his entire life surrounded by others living under the curse and he witnessed the death the curse had caused. As he approached the cross, the crushing finger of the curse of God pressed heavy on his soul! And still it is said:
Who for the joy set before Him, he endured the cross!
As Jesus read these curses seen in Deuteronomy 27, he willingly took each one of them, and the ones not named there, and bore them in full because he saw YOU as the joy set before him!
Deuteronomy 28 is LONG. It is Moses pronouncing the blessings and the curses in detail to Israel. What is interesting is the first 14 verses are the blessings. The next 54 go into detail on the curses should they not obey the commands they had been given.
I imagine as Jesus read these words, the tendency would be to focus in on the curses. After all there is far more detail on the curses and what happens when you failed to follow God than there is about the blessings.
As he looked at these curses and lived in a cursed world, he could see first hand the result of what failure to obey would bring. But he lived the perfect life! He did not have to worry about the curses of those sins. He never sinned.
Until he came to the moment when he became cursed on our behalf. Suddenly the reality of the punishment of these curses were tangible to him as he felt his Father's wrath and anger for these sins. In this moment Jesus could have despaired because of the weight of being punished for what he did not do.
However, Jesus, even while under the punishment of the curse, he focused on the truth of the blessing that were pronounced and as he hung there for you and me, he lived in the promises of the blessings he would receive for his obedience:
"I will make you the head, not the tail. If you pay attention to the commands of the Lord your God and carefully follow them, you will always be at the top, never at the bottom." 28:13
Though in the moment he felt like the tail at the bottom, Jesus breathed his last in confidence that his Father would keep His promises and bless him making him the head of the people, the body of believers whom he had been promised.
God's word is filled with such awe and wonder. I have been amazed this year as I have been reading it seeking so see it through the eyes of Jesus. I have been challenged, excited, confused, and over all thrilled to see the story unfold and seeing the impact it had on Jesus.
I want to thank you for allowing me the honor of sending these long messages to you as simply writing them out have made this even more real to me. So thanks for this privilege.
Yesterday I saw the weight of the curse Jesus was going to bear. It was detailed out by Moses in Deuteronomy 28. But knowing Jesus focused on the Blessing was so encouraging. Today in Deuteronomy 30 Moses spends more time on what the blessing would be like once things were set right.
God knows the people of Israel are going to follow other Gods (Deuteronomy 31:15-18) but he also lays out what He will do once they have repented and returned to Him. Once the sin was paid for, He made a promise, one Jesus would hold on to as he took our sin on Himself.
"When you return to the Lord. . . Then the Lord your God will restore your fortunes" 30:3
The fortunes Jesus had left to come be our Savior, he would receive them back plus more, the more being his bride.
"(The Lord) will have compassion on you and gather you again from all the nations where you have been scattered" 30:3
Jesus said "I have other sheep who are not in this pen I must go get" John 10:16 paraphrased
"Even if you have been banished to the most distant land under the heavens, from there the Lord your God will gather you and bring you back." 30:4
Jesus was going to carry the curse of God and he was being banished in that moment to a place he had never been, separation from his Father! Yet, he because he obeyed, he knew there was nowhere he could go that his Father would not come and get him, not even death would keep him away!
"The Lord will again delight in you and make you prosperous"
What a promise to carry Jesus through each step in a world under the curse of sin and separation from God. He witnessed the agony of not living in the promises of blessings of being God's people. He daily lives where the realities of the curse existed. As he hung on the cross he bore the curse! But he went into this battle with confidence. Not based on his own power or ability, but on the impact the truth of these promises had on him. He knew, without a shadow of a doubt, that his Father would uphold his promises, therefore he cried out, "Father, into your hands I commit my spirit!"